Handsome Patrick, and your sweet & wonderful Mom (Colleen)

I cannot tell you how I feel or there are not any words to express how I met such wonderful families on my babies site
and all the other beautiful families and their beautiful children. It is like I have known all of you for such a long time.
No matter which site I go to I read the whole life story of each child every time. Even though I have read them already.
That is why I feel like they are family to me. I also cry each and every time. I am trying to get back to each family that continue to write to my Joey. I just put my Mother in a Nursing Home and I am there everyday to feed her.
I was taking care of her for 5 1/2 months at home, until I could no longer do it by myself.
I am now taking care of my father, and I am just a mess. My father is starting to get the same thing as my mom and it is a nightmare.
She has Alzmheimer's Disease. I have been a nurse for 38 years, when my baby was taken from me
I went out on medical leave and I did try to go back on 3 different occasion's and I could no longer do it I did not want to 
put my patient's at risk with my frame of mind. Since my Joey, it took some time but, I did write a book.
I thought it would help many Mom's & families. 
I had book signing, readings, etc. I am on my second book but of course I had to stop in the middle of writing and put everything on hold. As you know families of course come first.
I am still in mourning over my baby and will be until my time comes & I am reunited with my Joey once again.
Oh, I'm sorry in case you wanted to know, the name of my first book is: Life Love Loss
I am hoping with all my "heart" it will help others. You can also get any and all information at www.deborahdematthews.com
But I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for writing to my Joey.
To my dearest friends,
Love to each and every one,
Love,
Debbie/Joseph's Mom.  I also want everyone to know that any proceeds from the book is going to charity, school's, church's
any families that lost a love one unexpected, in Joey's name, to me it is keeping my Joey's name alive.
xxxooo
Sweet Patrick,stay close to Mom. 

      

Happy Easter from the family of ~Rocky Lindley

                       

On Easter Day the veil between time and eternity thins to gossamer.  ~ Douglas Horton ~

DEAR PATRICK.
PLEASE STAY NEAR TO YOUR COLLEEN.
SHE LOVE & MISSES YOU SO MUCH SWEET ANGEL.
PLEASE GIVE HER SOME SIGNS THAT YOU ARE THERE BESIDE HER.
PATRICK YOU ARE A VERY PRECIOUS ANGEL.
                  {{GONE TO SOON}}
COLLEEN I SEND ALL MY LOVE & PRAYERS TO YOU MY SPECIAL FRIEND.
SENDING LOTS & LOTS OF HUGS TO YOU ALSO.
FROM YOUR FRIEND JOAN xoxoxoxoxo.